i'm feeling rather crappy now. work hasnt been smooth ever since i came back from 18-day course. been trying to clear up the outstanding work asap but facing lagged replies from the involved parties and lack of knowledge, which leads to further verification and further delay...

which made me look back on the work i've done so far. i did make some mistakes along the way, which caused things to be delayed, but eventually they have been resolved. i noe that im still relatively 'new' and am still learning, but i duwan to use that as an excuse. alot of times i thot that i noe wad i need to do, but due to my inexperience and carelessness i missed out the minor details. thus i've been relying alot on my colleagues for guidance, which made me wonder sometimes if im a hindrance. but i noe i gotta clarify my doubts now and put in more effort for my job, before i regret later, like how i nearly lost myself during hyp.

well itz no point crying over spilled beans. i noe my flaws and i noe how to rectify them. now i gotta overcome my inertia and be more passionate and serious about my work and i believe i can perform better at work. cheer me on.